The--Pessimist

SOOOOOO, it's been a month now, I think! I am looking for a picture with a chick, laying in bed (that's how I remember it), naked, with tattoos under her boobs that sounded like: existentis under one and resistentis under the second one. OR SO I BELIEVE! PLEASE HELP ME FIND THIS PIC!!! I'm going crazy looking for it in all my favs and I'm like: ARE YOU STUPID? DID YOU ACTUALLY NOT SAVE IT?!!?!?! AAAAAAAAAAA A lovely weekend to all of you!! xD

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There's a constant battle between my heart and my head...and I don't know what to do. Most of the time is: don't give up on hope, but then, there are those times when my head is all: dude...you already lost the war, just...just face it... I'm scared and all I think about is...what if I had the chance to start it all over again, would have I done it the same way? And then I start crying because I know I would because I'm dumb and childish and FUCK YOU, ME!!! I just...don't know anymore....what's real and what's not, what's worth and what's... I can't tell.. I'm sorry, You, for disappointing, for...for disappointing. I'm sorry.

I want to leave Romania as soon as possible. Can anyone help me with....I don't know, suggestions and maybe in the beginning? I never did this before but I feel like my life is getting worse and worse and i really need an escape. Ty

I don't really know what happened to dev, but it's really upseting. People don't appreciate your art anymore unless is a naked chick or a digital painted one, preferably naked too, or, at least, that's what front page's full off. It made me think and I'm pretty determined to upload less and less and find another similar site. It became just.... I don't like deviant anymore :) Hope everyone is having great holidays!