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Journal Entry: Mon Jan 13, 2014, 8:15 AM

There's a constant battle between my heart and my head...and I don't know what to do.
Most of the time is: don't give up on hope, but then, there are those times when my head is all: already lost the war, just...just face it...
I'm scared and all I think about is...what if I had the chance to start it all over again, would have I done it the same way? And then I start crying because I know I would because I'm dumb and childish and FUCK YOU, ME!!!

I just...don't know anymore....what's real and what's not, what's worth and what's... I can't tell..

I'm sorry, You, for disappointing, for...for disappointing. I'm sorry.

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Lady of the Night by The--Pessimist

We need to rise higher

We were such good friends.



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Encoder6 6 days ago  Professional Artist
Are you free now?
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JanPusdrowski Mar 30, 2014  Student Photographer
Thanks for your support here on DA and the :+fav: on my image "The Thin Line II" !
I normally do not do such comments but right now my photographic career is in jeopardy.
I would really appreciate it if you read my story on:
And maybe you like to share it.

I really appreciate any and all support, please click the link it contains a german and a english reading of my story and a donation fund. I hope this is not to much of an imposition on you!

Thanks and have a nice week.
r0b3375 Mar 6, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ILoveNapoleon Feb 15, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you!
OhDough Feb 10, 2014  Student Photographer
Thanks so much for the fav! Your photography is beautiful! :dance:
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