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Journal Entry: Mon Jan 13, 2014, 8:15 AM


There's a constant battle between my heart and my head...and I don't know what to do.
Most of the time is: don't give up on hope, but then, there are those times when my head is all: dude...you already lost the war, just...just face it...
I'm scared and all I think about is...what if I had the chance to start it all over again, would have I done it the same way? And then I start crying because I know I would because I'm dumb and childish and FUCK YOU, ME!!!

I just...don't know anymore....what's real and what's not, what's worth and what's... I can't tell..

I'm sorry, You, for disappointing, for...for disappointing. I'm sorry.


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Encoder6 6 days ago  Professional Artist
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JanPusdrowski Mar 30, 2014  Student Photographer
Thanks for your support here on DA and the :+fav: on my image "The Thin Line II" !
I normally do not do such comments but right now my photographic career is in jeopardy.
I would really appreciate it if you read my story on: www.gofundme.com/7uwazk
And maybe you like to share it.

I really appreciate any and all support, please click the link it contains a german and a english reading of my story and a donation fund. I hope this is not to much of an imposition on you!

Thanks and have a nice week.
Jan
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ILoveNapoleon Feb 15, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you!
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OhDough Feb 10, 2014  Student Photographer
Thanks so much for the fav! Your photography is beautiful! :dance:
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